cereal

i went to the supermarket with my sis. well i was really happy to finally go out but then... i don't know. i thought it'll be better if i just stay at home.

it all starts when my sister said, "hey, i wanna get some cereals." and i followed her to the cereal section. it felt weird. there was something hurt in my chest when i saw those rows of cereal boxes. suddenly i felt like one of that box is calling me. i saw that one box... and remembered of how fool i was.

"i'm not feeling well. i can't go out with you."

'yeah i know. i bought your favorite cereals. eat it, you might feel better.'

i hate that memories.

"thanks for the cereal you bought me. i really feel better."

lie.

you were lying back then.

i knew that you were not sick. you...

...you just avoiding me.

you can't even look me in the eyes.

because of that one mistake you can't fix...

"if you really want it, just put it the cart. why are you staring at it? you'll scared the cereal." my sister shook me back to reality. but that heavy feeling stayed in my chest. i put that cereal box back. my sister saw me with a strange look, but i don't care.

"are you okay?" she asked me. i looked at her and said, 'yea.'

yea... i'm not okay. because of a f cereal box.