no, i just want to go...

"can i come too?"
'where?'
"to the beach. i want to see the sunset."
'i don't think it's a good idea. it'll be rainy they said. it'll be better if you stay at home.'
"but i really want to go... it's ok if i can't see the sunset btw." because i just want to see you to be exact.
'i think now is not the perfect time. i'll call you later when the weather is better so we can go. goodbye.'
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and i'm here, still waiting for the "perfect time" you've said before. just tell me when. or just the hell tell me that i shouldn't go with you anymore. so i don't have to wait... so i don't have to ask to the time about when you'll call me. just say that i shouldn't go with you anymore...