It just flew away. I was brokenhearted. And now I'm speechless. I don't even know why in an awkward moment like this, still, I'm thinking about you.
She said to me before, "Just prepare for the worse, darl". And that's the truth. I never know why do all good things come to end?
Everyone talk about you all the time. About your crazy things, your sweet things, and those "artificial hopes" things. How can I forget you? Every week if you got something new, you always told me first before you told the others. Every time when we were in the circle of our friends, all what you did was made me feel special and I don't know what's your reason. I remember all about you. And the worst thing about me: I want to be someone that you like. I'm pretending. I keep pretending so you can see me and then, I can own you. But it isn't good at all for me. I should to be someone who.... I should to be my self. But I can't.
And when all seems good between us, you choose to get away from me. Or worse: you broke my heart. Well, I know that I don't have any rights to you.
But, from the deepest side of my heart, I want to tell you that though I hate you because you always takeover all my assignments, and do those "artificial hopes" things to many girls. But, still, I love you.
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